♬Dear 17 years old me ♬
Saturday 19 December 2015 | 20:32 | 0 Mumbling
Dear 17 years old me , First and foremost , hang in there , okay ?? i know right now things seem difficult and you're confused and lonely and you're wondering whats's the point of it all , right ? aha you're wondering whether or not you should give in and do the things your friends do to fit in or you should stand your ground and hold on to your moral values . The answer to this is .. STAND YOUR GROUND NIGGA !
I am writing to you this from 5 years in the future to tell you that i am absolutely certain that you will be damn proud of the woman you will eventually become ! you will become a woman of strong moral values . Above all else , your morals will be noticed by everyone around you eventhough it may takes some times for ppl to appreciate you but heyy ! you're a strong girl right ? eventhough you are in pain right now , you will mature into a woman of grace and mercy , kindness , who is loving and caring .
All the horrible things you're experiencing right now will help mold you into a woman you will eventually become . So , be thankful for it . well .. i'd like to tell you to let him go ! you know exactly who i am talking about . Please let him go . He doesn't worth the pain . 5 years from now , you will learn to live without her voice . You will learn to smile again . Eventually you will love again . For the love of Allah , please let him go . i wish i could meet you just to tell you this . Let him go and live your life the way you planned . Stop making decision bc people told you that you should do these things .
So my advice to you would be :
* Stop being so shy . Well , yknow , there's no point of being that timid .
* Speak your mind and please lah quit allowing people to take advantage of you .
* Learn to live life . Please learn to live and yahhh have fun babe ! The window to mess up and make mistakes and act like an idiot is so small . Take advantage of it while you can .
HAHAHAHAHHA UNBELIEVABLE THAT I CAN WRITE ALL THESE ! xD
okay okay this is the last ! I promise !
Never Change ! You will get your heart broken a few times within these 5 years but yknow what ? You will be okay nigg ! You always are . I know now it seems hard but in 5 years , all those 'friends' who do those horrible things will be wishing they had not . and then there will be you ! yasss YOUUU ! You will be able to hold your head up high and live with a clear conscience . okayy ?? haippp ! pls say okay tho you're not okayy ! hahaha i feel much relief now that i've already let everythings out . So , i think thats all . i'm gonna stop typing bc it feels as if my fingers are going to torn . Chin up nigga ! Goodluck ! <3
Hearts, iera amat